Love U

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Nw wat i'm going to say it is all frm my bottom of heart & hope u will change...
Did you notice that it's been a month that u have done things with tis swit gal...
U have not seen me msg me & even talk to me... Satish how can you stay like that... Omg is it my satish...
You knw wat every single day I'm just struggling & hoping that you wil change but hmm no words...
When I ask you questions, it's wrong also... I knw that you want me but for me when I'm counting my days I just feeling lonely...
Y u making me struggle so much...
I dun knw whether u miss me or hate me...
Hmm satish u promise me that u won't get angry but it all was just a lie...
Cause you didn't prove it...
Satish y u making me tis way...
Do you knw how much I love you...
Omg it just unreasonable...
Watever I do, u will see it as wrong...
Satish to tel you the truth I'm already imagining alot of things...
For ur upcoming b'day I've plan alot of things...
But i've doubt that it won't happen...
hmmm...
I really miss you...
Tis is not just in my words, it's frm my heart...
If you dun like me just tel me i will not interfere in ur life...
But watever it is u are my everything, my life, my soul...
I just love you bi, rascal... It's been long I've use the swit names i use to cal u...
I love da & miss you alot...
Hoping that everything back to normal...
If we get together only we can solve our dearest maha & jason problems...
They pavam...Hmm...
This Is For You:
Dear Satish Rascal,

It's been a long time since we've talked and I miss you. I miss the summer and everything we had. I want you back in my life 'cause it's great having a boyfren like you.

I know I acted mad and dumb while we were msging but so did you. If I could turn back time I would make things right. I heard some stuff and I let that get to my head. I wasn't mature enough back then to go up to you and talk things out with you. Instead I acted like a little girl by ignoring you when you would try to talk to me. I'm sorry for hurting you.

Well, I don't know if you care now or if you've lost feelings for me... I don't know how you feel. My feelings for you are still the same and memories don't erase, they stay with me.

Now I realize that it's true; you really don't ever know what you've got till you lose it. I lost you and if there was any way I could talk to you again I would, but you seem to have forgotten about me and you'll probably never read this, but this how I feel and I miss you.

I've always cared...

I'M GONE AT 11:10 PM